Muhammad ibn Ya'qub (al-Kulayni) from 'Ali ibn Ibrahim, from his father, from
'Ali ibn Asbat, from Ahmad ibn 'Umar al-Hallal, from 'Ali ibn Suwayd from Abu
al-Hasan (Al-Imam al-Rida (A.S.)): Says 'Ali ibn Suwayd that he asked Abu al-Hasan
(A.S.) about the 'Ujb (self-conceit, vanity) that vitiates the quality of human
deeds. Said the Imam (A.S.), "There are several levels of 'ujb, one of them is
when one's bad qualities appear to him as good; he reckons them as good ones and
congratulates himself imagining that he is performing virtues. Another level of
'ujb is represented by a person who believes in God and thinks that he has done
a favour to God; whereas God Almighty has conferred a favour on him (by endowing
him with faith). (Usul al-Kafi, vol. II, p. 313)
What is `Ujb?
In the opinion of the `ulama'-may God be pleased with them-`ujb is magnification
of one's virtues and good deeds, their overestimation, and satisfaction with
them accompanied with a feeling of superiority on their account, while one
exonerates and exculpates himself from all failings and faults. But to feel
pleasure and delight on performing virtuous deeds accompanied with a sense of
humility and modesty before God and gratitude to God for His favours, and to ask
Him to increase them, is not 'ujb, but is a praiseworthy (mamduh) trait. The
great compiler of hadith, al-'Allamah al-Majlisi--may his grave be filled with
fragrance-quotes the great scholar and thinker al-Shaykh Baha' al-Din al-'Amili
(R) as having said,
There is no doubt that when anyone performs good deeds, like fasting, night
vigils, etc., he feels some kind of joy and pleasure within him. This pleasure
and joy, if it is on account of the feeling that God Almighty has conferred on
him favour and grace, which caused him to perform such acts of piety, while he
is afraid of their loss and is anxious about their disappearance, and asks God
Almighty for their continuity and abundance-this kind of exultation and gladness
is not 'ujb. But if the exultation and pride is felt on account of the belief
that he is the doer of such deeds and that it is he who possesses all such good
qualities, and if he glorifies his own deeds with confidence in his goodness,
considering himself to be free from all faults and vices, it reaches such a
point that one believes that he is conferring some favour upon God in performing
these deeds. This feeling of exultation and pride is 'ujb.
In my opinion, this definition of 'ujb is correct, but the deeds and actions
referred to should be considered to include the external as well as the internal
acts, and at the same time to apply both to good and bad actions. Because, while
affecting the bodily or external actions 'ujb also affects one's inner (mental
and spiritual) actions also and corrupts them. In the same way as a virtuous
person may become conceited and vain about his good deeds, so also the doer of
wicked deeds may think highly of his qualities, and feel proud of himself on
their account. The tradition explicitly mentions both of them, as they are
frequently ignored by a majority of men. We shall discuss them in the course of
our discourse.
This should also be remembered that the delight which is considered to be
different from 'ujb and is reckoned among praiseworthy qualities, is according
to its specific nature, as will be explained in the subsequent discussion.
'Ujb has various degrees, as is also indicated by the hadith; the following are
some of them:
First Degree: 'Ujb with regard to faith and belief in true doctrines; its
opposite is the 'ujb in kufr (infidelity), shirk (polytheism), and fallacious
creeds.
Second Degree: The 'ujb in good traits and qualities, as opposed to the 'ujb
in moral vices and ugly qualities.
Third Degree: The 'ujb in pious deeds and good actions, as opposed to the
'ujb in abominable deeds and repulsive acts.
There are certain other degrees also, but they are not so significant as to be
put in a separate class; we shall, by the help of the Almighty, discuss these
three degrees of `ujb, their causes, the ways of their remedy and cure.
The `Ujb of the Faithful:
Among the above-mentioned states of `ujb, some of them can be clearly detected
if one tries to discover them and pays a little attention and is vigilant; but
some others, being very subtle and concealed, cannot be detected unless one is
carefully critical of oneself and minutely analyzes one's deeds and actions.
Certain stages are more dangerous and fatal than the other stages.
The first and foremost stage which is the extreme and most fatal kind of `ujb is
a state in which the person believes to have conferred a favour on his Supreme
Benefactor, the King of kings, by having faith in Him, or by performing the
duties enjoined by Him. He imagines that through his belief he has caused the
boundaries of the kingdom of Heaven to expand, or he has contributed to the
splendour and magnificence of the Religion of Truth by having faith in Him. He
thinks that by propagating and disseminating His message, preaching His Shari'ah,
His laws or His doctrine, or by enjoining good behaviour and forbidding evil
conduct or by implementing the hudud prescribed by Him, or by his sermons from
the pulpit or his prayers in the niche, he is imparting a certain splendour and
glory to His religion. Or he also may think that by joining the congregation of
Muslims, or by holding the mourning ceremonies to commemorate the tragedy of
al-Imam al-Husayn's martyrdom, he is glorifying the religion and hence doing a
favour to God, to the Martyred Imam (A.S.), and to the Prophet (PBUH&HH). Though
he would not reveal it openly, but in his heart of hearts he may think in this
manner. In the same way, while serving the creatures of God in matters
prescribed or recommended by the religion-like giving of obligatory and
recommended alms, helping and protecting the weak and the destitute-he thinks
that he is putting them under obligation. Sometimes this feeling of doing a
favour to them is so concealed that it is not known to the person himself (the
subject of doing of favour to God by men and doing of favour to men by God has
been discussed in detail in the second hadith).
At the second level is the state in which an individual is exultant in his heart
taking a coquettish air before God. This attitude is different from the one of
conferring a favour on God, though many people see no difference between these
two states. In this state the individual considers himself as a favourite of
God, and includes himself in the clan of the saintly and among those nearest to
God. If he hears the names of saintly persons, of those near to God or those
captivated by Divine love, he associates himself with them in his heart,
although, overtly he makes a simulation of humility and tries to project an
opposite image of himself.
In order to make credible his assumed role, he may act against his real belief
in such a way which appears to negate it, but in fact posits it by its very
negation. If any misfortune comes to him, he blows trumpet)) of (lit.
'misfortune in exchange for friendship', which implies that the saintly are
beset in hardships). Those people who claim being guides of others, `urafa',
mystics, and ascetics are susceptible to its dangers more than other people.
In the next state, the individual considers himself worthy of being rewarded by
God Almighty in return for his faith, good behaviour, and good deeds, and
considers it obligatory on God to befriend him in this world and grant him
higher stations in the Hereafter. He counts himself among the true believers and
considers himself to be a pure, innocent, and pious being. Whenever a pious
person is praised in his absence, he believes that even if God where to adjudge
him with justice, he also would deserve to be rewarded. And sometimes, with
utter shamelessness and brazenness, he dares to speak in such terms
emphatically. If a misfortune befalls him, or he faces any adversities, he
complains about the ways of God in his heart and questions the justness of His
actions that causes sufferings for the pious, the sincere, and the truthful, and
showers His kindness and generosity upon the hypocrites (munafiq'un). He nurses
the sentiments of resentment against God inside his heart, while apparently
expressing the sense of gratification and satisfaction. He shifts the
responsibility of his misfortunes to the Supreme Benefactor, and pretends to be
happy and contented with His will and judgement outwardly. And when he hears
that God smites the believers in this world, he consoles his heart without
knowing the fact that the munafiq'un are also smitten, and that every individual
who is smitten is not a believer.
In the other stage of 'ujb the individual considers himself as superior to
others, and regards himself as better than other human beings. He considers
himself to be more pious than others and considers his own faith to be sounder
than that of other believers and immaculate. He considers himself to be more
perfect and unfailing than others in the observance of the wajibat (compulsory
duties) and the `muhrramat (prohibited things). He thinks himself to be more
regular than others in the observance of mustahabbat (recommended religious
precepts) and more regular in joining the Friday prayer congregation and other
ceremonies and rites. He considers himself to be superior to others and treats
others as imperfect and insignificant beings. He views them disdainfully in his
heart, or treats them with contempt. He excludes every individual from Divine
grace and mercy, and considers them a right belonging to himself or to some
people like him. The person who has reached this stage comes to a point when he
denies whatever virtue he perceives in others and is disposed to regard its
presence in others as disputable. Somehow he suspects the sincerity of their
virtues in his heart and considers his own deeds as free from any kind of fault.
He underrates others' good deeds, but if he himself performs those deeds he
magnifies them. He is sensitive to others' errors, but overlooks his own faults.
These are some of the signs and symptoms of `ujb though one may be unaware of
their presence in oneself. There are certain other stages of `ujb also which I
did not mention, and there might be some others of which I am, unavoidably,
unaware.
The `Ujb of the Faithless:
The bad deeds of unbelievers, hypocrites, polytheists, atheists, villains,
sinners, and transgressors occasionally reach such a point when they become
proud of their evil deeds and think highly of themselves. They, on account of
their vicious beliefs and deeds, consider themselves to be men of liberal
thinking and open minds, free from all fetters and bonds and free from
superstitions. They consider themselves as men of courage and valour, link the
faith and belief in God with superstition, and consider the observance of
religious precepts as a kind of narrow-mindedness. They consider good character
and moral behaviour as signs of weakness of the personality. They look down on
the performance of good deeds and observance of religious duties and rites as
the signs of a weak mind and evidence of the lack of common sense. They regard
themselves as free-men, who, for not believing in nonsensical superstitions and
indifference to religious rules, are worthy of praise. Wicked and vicious
qualities having sunk down their roots within the deep layers of their hearts,
and their eyes and ears having become accustomed to those acts, and they having
gained great charm and grace in their eyes, they consider them as
accomplishments. As pointed out in the hadith, at one stage bad deeds appear to
be good to the evil person and he perceives them as virtues. This is all
allusion to the verse of the Quran which says:
﴾And what of him, the evil of whose deeds has been decked out fair to
him, so that he thinks then good?... (35:8)﴿
The words (`and he considers that he is doing something good') refer to the
following verse:
﴾Say: Shall We inform you who will be the greatest losers in their
works? Those whose striving goes astray in the life of the world, while they
think that they are doing something good. Those are they who disbelieve in the
signs of their Lord and in the encounter with Him. Therefore their works have
failed, and on the Day of Resurrection We shall not assign to them any weight.
(18:103-105)﴿
Such people, who are ignorant and negligent but consider themselves to be
learned and aware, are the most wretched of human beings, or rather the most
wretched of creatures. Spiritual doctors are incapable of curing them. No
admonition or advice can have any influence on them, but can even produce
opposite results. They do not listen to any argument. They do not pay any heed
to the guidance of the prophets (A.S.), the arguments of the philosophers, and
the teachings of the great sages. We should seek refuge in God from the mischief
of the self, whose wiles draw men from sinfulness into infidelity and from
infidelity into `ujb. The self and the Devil make people accustomed to a sin by
diminishing the gravity of that sin. When that vice sends out its roots into the
heart, it appears to be a very ordinary and trivial thing to the person, who
commits another sin bigger than the one with which he has become familiar. After
committing this second sin repeatedly, it also casts away its gravity in his
view and appears to be an ordinary thing, and he does not hesitate to commit a
still bigger sin. In this way, step by step, all major sins become diminutive in
his eyes, and the Divine laws of the Shari'ah, belittled by him, recede into
insignificance. His evil deeds culminate in infidelity, apostasy, and `ujb. We
shall take up this subject later on.
Snares and Wiles of the Devil:
In the same way as the victims of `ujb (who think highly of themselves), by
advancing step by step in transgression and sinfulness, ultimately reach the
stage of apostasy, in the same way those affected by `ujb in their devotional
activities and worship also advance day by day from the lower stages of `ujb to
its higher levels. The snares and designs of Satan and the self are not
haphazard, but according to a calculated plan. It is not possible that the Devil
would induce a God-fearing person of a clean character to commit a sin like
murder or fornication, nor would he provoke a person possessing an honest nature
and a pure soul to commit theft or a highway robbery. It is not the case that
from the very first day he will ask you to consider your good deeds as a favour
done to God or to include yourself in the category of the Divine saints, His
favourite servants, and those nearest to Him. In the beginning he starts at the
bottom and in a low key. He steals into your heart and persuades you to be
extremely careful and dedicated regarding the recommended duties (mustahabbat),
prayers, and acts of piety. While you do this, he will turn your attention
towards the sins of a certain sinner and will make you compare his deeds with
your own. Then he will whisper into your ears that you have enough grounds, both
on a rational as well as a religious basis, to consider yourself superior to
that person. Indeed your deeds will be the source of your redemption and that by
the grace of God you are pious and pure and free from all vices. He achieves two
things through these kind of insinuations: first, it inculcates a feeling of
general distrusts regarding the creatures of God; second, it makes the person
imbued with a feeling of self-satisfied conceit. Both of these qualities are
destructive and the sources of various vices and evils.
At this juncture, you should tell your self and the Devil that it is possible
that this person who is guilty of committing that sin may possess other good
qualities unknown to you or might have performed certain good deeds for which
God may bless him with His grace and mercy, and the light of his good deeds and
good qualities may guide him and ultimately lead him to deliverance. Perhaps God
Almighty has afflicted him with this sin, so as to protect him from `ujb, which
is worse than sin. It is said in a hadith of al-Kafi:
Al-Imam Ja'far al-Sadiq (A.S.) said: "Verily God Almighty knows that sin is
better for a mu'min (a true believer) than `ujb. If it was not thus, He would
not have afflicted any mu'min with sin." (Al-Kafi, vol. II, p. 313)
May be on account of the same mistrust in others, my acts will lead me to a
miserable life in the Hereafter. Our great master, the accomplished `arif,
Shahabadi- r'uhi fidah- used to say, `Do not look down on even a kafir
(non-believer) in your heart. It is possible that the divine light of his inner
nature may lead him to faith and your rebuke and disdain may lead you towards a
wretched life in the Hereafter. Of course to practice al amr bi al-ma'r-uf wa
al-nahy `an al-munkar (enjoining right conduct and forbidding bad behaviour) is
something different from the inner feeling of contempt.' He would even say,
`Never curse the unbelievers regarding whom it is not known that they will leave
the world in the state of unbelief. If they leave the world as rightly-guided
servants of God, their spiritual rectitude may prove to be an obstruction in the
way of your own spiritual advancement.' In any case, beware that the Devil and
the carnal self make man enter the preliminary stages of `ujb; and from this
place, step by step, they slowly take him to higher stages of `ujb, and in this
way, in degrees, they lead man to the wretched state in which he thinks that he
is conferring a favour on God by having faith in Him and performing virtuous
deeds. This is the final stage of `ujb.
The Evil Effects of 'Ujb:
Know that `ujb in itself is a destructive and dangerous vice which spoils the
faith and the deeds. In answer to the question by the narrator of the tradition
about `ujb which corrupts human deeds, the Imam (A.S.) mentions the `ujb in
faith as one of its forms. We have read in the previous tradition that `ujb is
considered by God Almighty to be something worse than sin, so much so that He
makes a believer commit sin so that he may be saved from 'ujb. The Holy Prophet
(PBUH&HH) has reckoned `ujb as one of the greatest of spiritual dangers. In al-'Amali
of Al-Shaykh al-Saduq, Imam 'Ali (A.S.) has been reported to have said:
The one into whose heart 'ujb permeates is destined to be destroyed.
After death and in the purgatory (barzakh), the possessor of this evil
experiences a dreadful loneliness which is incomparable and unimaginable; in an
advice given by the Prophet (PBUH&HH) before his death to Imam 'Ali (A.S.). he
says:
No loneliness can be compared in dreadfulness to the one which is the result
of 'ujb.
Moses (A.S.) asked Satan to tell him about the sin by means of which he
infiltrates into the hearts of the progeny of Adam (A.S.) and conquers them.
Satan replied, it is the time when they feel `ujb about themselves, overestimate
their good deeds and the gravity of their sins becomes diminutive in their eyes.
God Almighty commanded David (A.S.) to convey `glad tiding to the sinners and to
terrify the pious.' David (A.S.) asked God as to why he should convey glad
tiding to sinners and frighten the pious. Replied God Almighty, `Give glad
tidings to the sinners that verily I accept their repentance and forgive their
sins, and frighten and warn the pious that they should refrain from `ujb. Verily
there is not a single man who does not stand condemned if I bring him to
account.'
I seek refuge in God from the rigours of His reckoning, which if applied would
completely ruin the sincere servants of God and even those belonging to a higher
station.
In his al-Khisal, al-Shaykh al-Saduq reports from al-Imam al-Sadiq (A.S.) that
he said, "The Devil says, `If I subdue the son of Adam in three things I do
not care for whatever he may do, as his good deeds will not be accepted: (1)
when he overestimates his good deeds, (2) is forgetful about his sins, and (3)
when 'ujb permeates him.' "
Apart from the vices which belong to this vicious tree of `ujb, about which you
have read, there are a number of major sins and evil traits that are its
products. When its roots permeate the human heart, they lead men to apostasy and
shirk, and things even worse than these. One of those vices is the vice of
belittling of one's sins. A person afflicted with `ujb never cares to rectify
himself; rather, he considers. himself as a pious and virtuous person, and never
thinks of purging himself from sins. The curtain of 'ujb and the thick veil of
conceit prevents him from seeing his shortcomings. It is a great misfortune
which not only precludes him from achieving all kinds of perfections, but also
afflicts him with all sorts of vices, leading him to eternal damnation. Even the
doctors of the psyche are helpless in curing them. He has so much confidence in
himself and in the deeds he performs that he thinks himself as independent of
God Almighty, and does not care for His grace. In his limited mind, he considers
God obliged to reward him. He imagines that he is worthy of being rewarded even
if God were to reckon his deeds with justice. God willing, we shall take up this
matter again later.
Contempt of Others:
Among other vices present in the person who is afflicted with 'ujb is that of
viewing others with contempt. He considers their deeds as insignificant, however
superior they may be to his own. This is also one of the ways of human
destruction, and a peril on the path of true humanness.
Temptation to Riya':
Another of the evil effects of `ujb is that man becomes inclined towards riya'
(ostentation, hypocrisy). Because, when a person considers his deeds
insignificant and regards himself as morally imperfect and his faith as of no
consequence, then, he would not be proud of himself, or his qualities and deeds.
Considering himself and everything that is done by him as deformed and unworthy,
he will not make a display of them; soiled and ugly goods are not put up for
show in a prestigious market. But, since, he perceives himself as a perfect
human and his own deeds as good and worthy, he is encouraged to make a show of
them, and hence behave so imprudently. The vices which have been mentioned in
the second tradition about riya' are applicable to `ujb also.
The Factor of Pride:
Another ill effect of this vice is that it manifests itself in the form of
another fatal disease, that is, the sin of pride (of which we shall have to say
more later) and other vices which are direct or indirect products of it. A full
treatment of all of them would make our discussion lengthy it is enough to
mention it that a person afflicted with `ujb should know that this vice sows the
seeds of many other vices and serves as the source of such offences, each one of
which is enough for earning everlasting damnation by itself. If one tries to
properly understand these vices, and studies the traditions and teachings handed
down by the Prophet (PBUH&HH), or the Imams of his household (A.S.), he will
realize the necessity of rectifying his self, and will seek to get rid of this
vice before, God forbid, he carries it with him to the next world. If this
happens, once his eyes are closed on this world and opened to world of barzakh
and, thereafter, to the Day of Resurrection, he will see that the persons who
committed major sins are better off than him. He will see that God Almighty has
immersed them in the ocean of His grace and mercy 'for the remorse and penitence
that they expressed, or for the sake of the trust and confidence that they had
in the grace and compassion of the Almighty; whereas this poor fellow, since he
had considered himself as not in need of His grace and had believed himself, in
the depth of his being, to be above needing His compassion and mercy, God
Almighty has dealt with him rigorously in regard to his account, and as he
himself wished his account is being examined in the scales of justice. God
Almighty will show him that he not only did not perform any worship for His
sake, but also that his works of devotion and piety only took him away from God
and have removed him away from his goal. Not only his faith and deeds have been
invalid, but they have also served as the cause of eternal damnation and painful
chastisement in hell. God forbid, lest God Almighty judges anybody with the
criteria of His justice, because, as mentioned previously, not a single
individual, from the first to the last, will find any way of redemption. The
prayers and supplications of His chosen servants and the infallible Imams (A.S.)
are replete with the confessions of their failure to do justice to the demands
of the worship and the service of Lord. While the most perfect of all creatures
and the man nearest to God (i.e. the Prophet (pbuh&hh)) utters:
We did not know You as You deserve to be known. We did not worship You as You
deserve to be worshipped, what will others do? Of course, they were aware of His
greatness and they knew the relation between the contingent and the Necessary
Being perfectly well. They knew that if they spent their lives in His worship,
service, and praise, they would not be able to thank Him for His favours, let
alone paying the proper tribute due to His Essence and Attributes.
They knew that no thing does possess anything of its own. Life, power, knowledge
and other accomplishments are shadows of His attributes. Every contingent being
is absolutely poor in every respect, a dependent shadow not an independent
`thing'. What merits does a contingent being possess that it could seek to
market them? What power does it possess to make a display of it? They (the
Prophet and the Imams) possess the knowledge of God; they have the cognition of
His Attributes of beauty and grandeur. They are the people who have realized,
with certainty, their own abjectness, imperfection, and weakness and the
perfection of the Necessary Being, through immediate knowledge. It is we,
wretched creatures, whose vision is blotted because of the thick veils of
ignorance, folly, neglect, and conceit, and whose faculties of intellect,
hearing, sight, and other senses are shrouded with veils of inward and outward
sins, who behave with pretensions in front of the Almighty and consider
ourselves as independent beings.
O you, ephemeral, contingent being! You, who are forgetful of your own self and
are oblivious of the relation between you and your Creator. O you unfortunate
dependent being! You have forgotten your duty towards the King of kings! This
ignorance and foolishness on our part is responsible for all our misfortunes and
has engulfed us in the midst of all these woes and disasters. There is a source
of all these evils. The source of contamination is the fountain itself. We have
lost our sense of perception and our hearts have become lifeless. This is the
root cause, of all our afflictions, and yet we are not worried about the cure
either.
God Almighty, grant us the capacity to realize our responsibilities. Grant us a
share of the light of Your knowledge with which You filled the hearts of Your `urafa'
and awliya' Grant us the comprehension of the realm of Thy power and Thy
kingdom, and guide us to discover our weaknesses and faults. Unfold the mystery
of the meaning of (All praise belongs to Allah, the Lord of the worlds) to us,
wretched beings, who ascribe all the praiseworthy attributes to the creatures.
Make it known to us that none of the praiseworthy attributes belongs to any
created being . Reveal to us the truth of:
﴾Whatever of good befalleth thee (O man), it is from Allah, and
whatever or ill befalleth thee it is from thyself.(4: 79)﴿
Inscribe the principle of tawhid (unity of the Divine Being) on the crude
tablets of our hardened heart. We are the people of dark realms who languish
behind several veils, wavering between apostasy and hypocrisy. We are conceited
and egoistic. Purge away the evil of self- love and the love of mundane thins
from our hearts and convert us into Your lovers and worshippers: (Verily,
Thou art able to do all things).
Self-Love as the Source of `Ujb:
The vice of `ujb is the product of self-love; since the human being is plagued
with the evil of self-love, it is the source of all human faults and moral
vices. It is on account of this self-love that man overvalues his trivial deeds
and hence includes himself in the category of the saintly and the nearest to
God. Because of it, he not only considers himself applaudable and commendable on
the basis of those paltry deeds, but sometimes even reckons his wicked deeds as
good ones. If he perceives moral goodness and piety in others more than himself,
he not only never gives any importance to them, but tries to project them in
grim colours as far as possible. He is disposed to see a kind of goodness even
in his own wicked deeds, and tends to paint them in glowing colours. He scorns
other creatures of God in his heart and views them cynically, while he
contemplated himself with optimism, having a-very high opinion of himself. It is
on account of this same self-love that he hopes a trivial act of his, and that
too tainted with one thousand defilements, to be worthy of being rewarded by
God.
It is better if today we reflect upon our good deeds, and rationally evaluate
our worships. We should try to judge them justly, and see whether we deserve to
be rewarded and praised on their basis, or if we should be reproached, punished,
and condemned because of them. And if God Almighty were to deliver us into the
flames of His wrath on account of these deeds which are good and virtuous in our
own view, is He justified or not in doing so?
Now I make you arbiter to judge with justice the following matter after
deliberation and profound thinking. My question is that if the Holy Prophet (PBUH&HH),
whose truthfulness is confirmed, were to say to you, `It makes no difference in
afterlife whether you worship God throughout your life, obey His commands, and
resist lusts and carnal desires, or if you lead a life violating His commands
and following your wishes and sensual desires. This behaviour of yours will not
affect your station in the Hereafter. In both cases you will attain salvation
and will be sent to Paradise and saved from His chastisement. It will not make
any difference whether you offer prayers or whether you indulge in fornication
and sin. However, the good pleasure of God Almighty lies in this that you should
worship Him, praise Him and thank Him, and resist your sensual desires in this
world, although you will not be rewarded for it.' Were you offered this option,
would you choose to be His worshipper or a sinner? Would you resist your carnal
desires and forbid yourself from indulging in lusts for the sake of His good
pleasure, or not? And would you still adhere to the mustahabbat, the Friday and
the congregational prayer, or would you become immersed in luxuries, play,
amusements, and lusts? I request you to answer justly, without any
self-assumption and hypocrisy. As to myself and others like me, let me tell you,
we would have been among the sinners, neglecting our duties towards Him and
hankering after our sensual appetites.
From this, we come to the conclusion that all our deeds serve as the means for
satisfying our desires and gratifying the carnal appetites. We are the
worshippers of our flesh. We give up one pleasure for the sake of a bigger one.
Our desired goal, our relentless hope is to widen the scope of sensual
achievements. Salat, which is a means of acquiring nearness to Him, we perform
in the hope of the company of the houris of Paradise. Our worship is not aimed
at acquiring nearness to the Almighty. It has nothing to do with the obedience
of His command either, and is thousands of miles away from the good pleasure of
God.
You, poor fellow, ignorant of the Divine teachings, you who cannot comprehend
anything except your own bestial motives, you who take pride in your resorting
to His remembrance, chanting of His Name, observance of the obligatory and
recommended religious duties, avoidance of prohibited and abominable things, you
who take recourse in refined morals and abstain from the unlawful and the
abominable, put in the scales of justice all the acts that you have performed
for obtaining sensual ends, and for the purpose of reclining on seats studded
with rubies in the Paradise, in the midst of cheerful and charming rewards of
Paradise, wearing silk and brocade, and occupying magnificent mansions therein
and for realizing your hopes -is it just to think that all these actions, which
are performed for the sake of satisfying our ego and the fulfillment of the
self, are being performed for the sake of God and for His adulation alone? You,
who are performing your deeds in the hope of receiving fair rewards, are you
different in any respect from a labourer who toils for wages but says that he
works solely for the master? Are you not a liar when you say that you perform
prayers for the sake of God?
Is your salat meant for the sake of acquiring nearness to God, or for the sake
of the company of the houris of Paradise and for sensual ends? Let me state
openly without any reservations that all such prayers that we perform are
considered by `urafa' and the friends of God as equivalent to major sins. You,
wretched creature, you act against the good pleasure of God Almighty in the
presence of the archangels, and the worships that are meant for making an
ascension near to Him, you are misusing them for satisfying your carnal self;
yet you do not feel any sense of shame for the lies uttered in front of the
Almighty and His archangels during your prayers. And as if this were not enough,
you made several accusations, thinking as if you were obliging God, exulting in
your `ujb, and not feeling any sense of shame or regret while doing all this!
What is the difference between this kind of worship performed by you and me, and
the sinful acts of the sinners, the extreme form of which is riya'? Riya' is a
kind of shirk, and its ugliness and gravity lies in worship being not for the
sake of God, not meant for God. All our worships and devotional exercises are
sheer shirk, which does not contain a speck of sincerity. The aim of earning the
good pleasure of God does not play even a partial role in it, but the only
motive is gratification of lust and service of the stomach.
My friend, beware that the prayer performed for the sake of a feminine mate,
whether this-worldly or other-worldly, is not the prayer performed for God. The
prayer which is performed for the attainment of worldly benefits or for
acquiring the other-worldly rewards is not for God. If so, where is the room for
self-pride and conceit? What right do you have for looking down upon the
creatures of God and for counting yourself as someone of consequence in the
court of the Almighty? Wretched man, you deserve punishment for this prayer and
devotion of yours and for it you deserve to be chained by the seventy cubit
chain. Why consider yourself as a person deserving a reward then?
Why procure another chastisement for yourself by continuing in this absurd
expectation and by persisting in `ujb? Perform the duties assigned to you
properly and keep in your mind that your worship is not purely for the sake of
God; and if God Almighty sends you to heaven by His mercy and compassion,
remember that He has given a waiver to His servants for a certain kind of shirk
in view of their infirmity. By means of His forgiving compassion, He covers
their sins with a concealing screen. Do not let this screen to be ripped off and
the curtain of His remission to be raised from the face of those vices which we
wrongfully call worship. God forbid, if that waiver were withdrawn and our deeds
are adjudged according to the standards of justice, remember this that our false
worships are not less fouler than the mortal sins of the sinners. Earlier we
referred to a tradition narrated by Thiqat al-'Islam al-Kulayni, in his book al-Kafi,
on the authority of al-Imam al Sadiq (A.S.); here I am copying a part of it
verbatim in order to draw upon its blessing (barakah):
Al-Imam Ja'far al Sadiq (A.S.) reports from the Prophet (PBUH&HH) that he said:
`God Almighty-said to David (A.S.), "O David give good news unto the sinners
and warn the righteous." Said David (A.S.), "How should I give good news
unto the sinners and warn the righteous?" Said the Almighty, "O David, give
good news to -the sinners that I accept their repentance, and warn the righteous
that they should not have `ujb (self admiration) for their acts, for there is no
servant who does not stand doomed when I take an account of his deeds (and
deserve chastisement, since, according to the requirements of justice, a man
with all his worship cannot thank God properly even for one of His favours).
While the righteous, who are free from sins, deserve to be condemned after a
fair trial, what will be the fate of people like you and me? And that too if our
deeds be pure and free from worldly riya'; a verboten quality, of which there is
very little chance. Now be proud if there is an occasion for being proud and
feeling `ujb; but if you realize that it is an occasion for being ashamed and
hanging the head in shame and making confession of our sin after every worship,
then repent before the Almighty for uttering those solemn lies, and for falsely
assigning those virtues to ourselves. Does it not call for repentance when you
make this declaration in front of God. While standing for prayer:
I have turned my face, in sincerity and submission, towards Him who created
the heavens and earth, and I am not of the mushrikun (those who include others
while worshipping God, i.e, polytheists). Verily, my prayer and my worship, my
living and my dying, are for Allah, the Lord of the Worlds.
Is your face really turned towards the Creator of the heaven and earth? Are you
really a `Muslim' and free from the dirt of shirk? Is your prayer and worship,
your living and dying really for God? Shouldn't we feel some shame while
uttering; this sentence in our prayer (`All praise be to Allah, the Lord of
the Worlds'). Do you sincerely consider all laudable qualities to be derived
from God, while you pay tribute not only to His creatures but also to His
enemies? Is it not a lie to apparently admit that God is (`The Lord of the
Worlds'), while practically you subscribe to the authority and lordship of the
other-than-God? Is there any inkling of shame and repentance in your heart,
while you utter ('Thee alone we worship; Thee alone we ask for help')? Do you
truly worship God, or worship your own flesh? Do you actually seek God, or
aspire for the houris? Do you seek help from God alone? In your deeds, do you
consider God alone? When you go to perform Hajj of the Bayt Allah (the Holy
Ka'bah) is God the only goal and end? And is the Master of the House your only
pursuit, as the poet says:
It is not the dwelling that attracts my heart,
But he who dwells in it draws my heart.
Are you in search of God, and desire for His beatific vision? Do you hold the
majalis (mourning ceremonies for al-Imam al-Husayn (A.S.)) and beat your head
and breast for his sake, or for the sake of the fulfillment of your wishes and
desires? Is it not your selfish desires which motivate you to hold majalis, to
join congregational prayers, and to perform devotional rituals?
My brother, be cautious regarding the guiles of the self and Satan, who do not
want your pieties to be taintless, and if they might be accepted by God by His
grace, despite their taint, the Devil and the carnal self do not desire them to
reach their final destination. Through misplaced `ujb and improper pride they
bring all your deeds to nothing, and the little benefit that you aimed at is
also not obtained. Having lost His good pleasure, even the hopes of houris will
come to nothing. Now having lost everything eternal damnation in the flames of
hell does not seem distant. By means of your faulty, rotten actions tainted with
riya', sum'ah, and a thousand other vices, each one of which is enough for
preventing our deeds from being accepted, you imagined to have done God a
favour, having become His beloved servant. Poor fellow, you, who cannot
comprehend the state of His beloved servants and the fire that is kindled in
their hearts, you unlucky wretch with your little knowledge of their heartfelt
sincerity and the bright radiance emanating from their glorious deeds, do you
think that their deeds are similar to yours and mine? Do you think that the
salat of Amir al-Mu'minin 'Ali (A.S.) differed from ours only in the manner of
uttering in the correct pronunciation of some words, or in the prolongation of
prostrations and profusion of raka'at, prayers, and supplication? Do you imagine
that my prayer differs from his only in the number of rak'ah's-a few hundred
every night? Are the prayers and the supplications of al-Imam Sayyid al-Sajidin
(A.S.) (the Fourth Imam) are similar to the mutterings of yours and mine? Do you
think he moaned and sobbed for the sake of houris or pomegranates or pears of
Paradise like us? I swear by him-and indeed it is a great oath-that even if all
of us come together and try to say one ('There is no god except God') in the
manner of Amir al-Mu'minin (A.S.), we will not be able to do so. Dust be upon my
head, I and my little knowledge of the high station of Imam 'Ali (A.S.)! I swear
by the station of 'Ali ibn Abi Talib (A.S.) that even if all the archangels and
all the prophets of God, except the Seal of the Prophets (PBUH&HH), who is the
lord of 'Ali (A.S.) and all others, if they try to utter a single takbir (i.e.
Allahu Akbar, `God is very great') of 'Ali's, they will not be able to do it.
The inner state of their hearts is known only to themselves and is unknown to
others .
My !friend, do not babble so much about God. Do not exaggerate your love for
God. O `arif! O sufi! O philosopher! O mujahid! O ascetic! O faqih! O believer!
O sage! you poor ensnared wretches! You unfortunate creatures entangled in the
snares of the self and its desires! You helpless creatures bewildered in the
perplexities of false hopes, aspirations and self-love! You, who are all
wretched, being thousands of miles removed from true godliness and love of God.
Do not have such a good opinion of yourselves. Do not be so boastful and proud
of yourselves. Ask your heart whether it is in search of God or whether it is in
love with itself. Is it a monotheist (muwahhid) and devotee of the One, or a
mushrik (polytheist) or a dualist? What for this 'ujb, then? What does this
exultation mean? Even if, supposedly, these acts of yours fulfill all the
conditions and requirements, and are free from riya', shirk, 'ujb and other
vices, isn't their goal acquirement of sensual ends? What merit do they possess
that you consider them to be worthy of being presented before the angels? These
acts are to be concealed from the sights of people. These acts, which are
exercises in impudence and vulgarity, shouldn't we shameful of them and think of
doing something to cover up these abominable performances?
God! We seek refuge in Thee from the mischief of Satan and the guiles of al-nafs
al-'ammarah (the carnal self). You Yourself protect us from their wiles for the
sake of Muhammad (PBUH&HH) and his Progeny (A.S.).
* Book: Forty Hadith (An Exposition on 40 ahadith narrated through the Prophet (pbuhh&hh) and his Ahl al-Bayt (a.s.)).By Imam Ruhullah al-Musawi al-Khumayni. Translated by: Mahliqa Qara'i (late) and Ali Quli Qara'i